damn

someone i suddenly missed talking to is in taiwan.

and i just found out that earthquake happened in taiwan.

now i'm worried and hope that person would call me soon ...

hrmm

there ...

"it's an opportunity" - my answer to that was yes it is but will end up suffering
"do you see the future ??" - my answer is no
"why not find a solution?" - i did but you ignored my suggestions.

there. for nearly half an hour i was asked those question and yet they do not want to come out with a solution for me and insists on me going to 1U. which i rejected continuously 2 days and yet they want me to think over it again and give my answer by monday or sooner.

don't you just understand what does the word NO means ??? i repeated it so many times and repeated why i do not want to go over but why still insist on me going ?

idiots

hate it

i hate it when people are so insonciderate. i'm a christian and you're not. i celebrate christmas and you're not but you do not allow me to work in the morning nor off on the 24th but you yourself had an offday on that day. the next thing is you even ignored my request to work in the morning instead of afternoon on the 25th. what the fark wei ...

there i'm getting annoyed and frustrated over it and the next thing is i found out they have plans for me to transfer back to 1U in another brand. what the FUCK !!!! i blardee complained and went through heaps to get transfer out from 1U and there i'm being asked to go to 1U for 6 months. i'll just wait and see what the fuck you have to talk to me in order to manipulate me to go over to 1U you biatches!!!!

arghhh life is just so irritating. everything doesn't seem to be going the right way these few months. arghhh .... hate it hate it ... ma hai ... urgh !!! life sux to the max at the moment!!!!

=( =( =(

hrmmm ...

i wonder ...

how
to respond when someone u knew for quite sometime suddenly tell u he/she likes u ...

how
would u respond when you realise u have a stalker that knows where you work and where you stay and knows what you normally wear ....

how
to respond to people who likes you but you know you're not interested in them ...

how
to respond to someone that likes you but you do not know whether you like him/her ...

i'm confused now ... ish !!!! grrrrrrrrrrrr ..................

pathetic

you'd know how pathetic and lonely you are ..

when
you go through your handphone to find someone to talk to when you are sad but you can't find anyone ...

when
you go online to find someone to talk to when you are down but you can't seem to find anyone to talk to ...

when
you finally found someone that you know you could talk to but at the same time you know he/she is busy with his/her things that you do not want to disturb

when
you have to write stuff here cause you can't find anyone to talk to ...

that's how i feel right now ... =(

today ..

Today, woke up at 7 and met up with Andrea at 7.45a.m. to leave to Mid Valley as I had to open the shop for a shoot by channel [V] ...

There you see ignorant people who thought the world revolves around her just because she won the competition and being so not co-operative and lastly a Biatch! wake up woman !!!! Look at the freaking mirror and be more humble!!! Sometimes, humans are so ignorant and arrogant. Damn. Well, overall the shoot was ok just that i didn't even know there was a competition going on and the winnder actually get to take away outfits as prizes ! damn. So as Andrea... all of us know shits about this... interesting.

After work got home to rest and wanted to go out for a drink later at night. At the time when i came back to have my sneses back then I realised i felt asleep and the time was 12.45. To make things worse, i have 48 missed calls since 8p.m. and 25 sms. fark wei ...

No choice but to apologize to everyone and i'm stuck at home with nothing to do. damn freaking hungry and ordered Mcdonald's delivery. wtf ... what happened to my diet plan ??? it's all ruined !!!! i'm so not gonna be thin again !!! =(

It's raining outside.
It reminds me of the times when i'm not working and not doing anything. Up awake at wee hours of the night listening to music and do nothing. Also reminds me of the happy times i used to have last time and also reminds me of the sad times i had during rainy days. Sometimes i do enjoy listening to the sound of rain and the scent after the rain has done with their puring of pee all over the world. hrmm ... time flies fast eh ? and seriously it doesn't wait. I start to feel old and i start to miss all those times that i had last time. I missed hanging around with all my closed friends and the wee hours of the night. Now all of them are all over the world. I missed the time that i do not need to worry about working for money and jsut stay home and do nothing. I missed the time that i'm able to go out for some beer sessions with my friends and have some fun. I missed my grandfather !!

Now i think i need Andrea to talk to me with her bimbo tone to make me laugh ... . hhahahhaaa ...

gotta hit the hay now ... the rain made me "emo" today ... and i'm writing shit here ... hahahaa

you know what is annoying?

guys who ride motocycles that look like cop bikes while wearing "uniformish" clothing with a white helmet.