my daily routine ....

monday : work
tuesday : work
wednesday : work
thursday : work
friday : work
saturday : work
sunday : work

how to blog laaaaa ??? also, how to enjoy life also laaaa ???? when i'm going to off also i dont know ... off also no one is free to even bother about me and go out yum char or club or have fun with me ... my life is boring ...

arghhhhhh

Closer To The Sky

You can try, you can try,
To build a fortress in your mind,
Try to stack up all your things so high,
You can try, you can try,
To climb away from this life,
But it will only bring you closer to the sky

Some people think that life is worth living for tomorrow,
Some people think that life is worth living for today,
Some people think that life is worth nothing but sorrow,
Some people think that life is worth living day by day

Michael Franti - Closer to the Sky

say, what do you think about your life then ?

鑰匙

一把堅實的大鎖掛在大門上，一根鐵桿費了九牛二虎之力，

還是無法將它撬開。

鑰匙來了，他瘦小的身子鑽進鎖孔，只輕輕一轉，

那大鎖就「啪」地一聲打開了。


鐵桿奇怪地問：「為什麼我費了那麼大力氣也打不開，

而你卻輕而易舉地就把它打開了呢？」

鑰匙說：「因為我最了解他的心。」





(每個人的心，都像上了鎖的大門，任你再粗的鐵棒也撬不開。
唯有關懷，才能把自己變成一隻細膩的鑰匙，
進入別人的心中，了解別人。) ............

yea right !

We always hear people explain things by "everything happens for a reason! look at the bright side!"

me answer to that is "yeah right!!! my ASS" ... what reason?? tell me !!!

There are things that kept happening on me and i do not know why and what's the reason behind it!! Not only once but tons of time. urgh ... i just hate life sometimes.

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Was suppose to go to the loft yesterday but didn't make it. Ended up reached home at 7 and slept like a pig till this morning. Now i feel tired again and it's only 9:32! am i getting old or what ? time pass by fast and yet i'm still where i am and i think i should start to make a move in my life.

decisions decisions decisions ... hate it !!!!!! why can't life just be as simple as Paris Hilton's ?????

found this on my old old blog and tot it was meaningful !!!

i sit here alone,
surrounded by walls and buildings,
i recall back the times we had around here.
i started to weep
as the loneliness in me now is so strong.
i wonderwhy i have to be alone all the time.
but at this very down moment,
you came and told me"you're not alone, you still have me ---- your friend"
i stood and smile"yes i do, yes i still have you ---- my friend !"
we walked with smile hanging on our faces.

thank you my friend !! for all the happiness you guys gave and for holding me when i'm down. thanks !

Depression isn’t trying to get over somebody. Depression isn’t because you don’t have the coolest clothes on the street. Depression isn’t because you don’t have enough money to buy what you want. Depression is when you give off love and there is no one to return it. Depression is when you have no one there to back you up. Depression is when you have NO support for the things you love to do from your family and friends. Depression is when you stand alone. Stay true to yourself. Live and let live. But don’t worry if sometime you get into other people’s business, you’re just doing what you do and if they don’t like it FUCK Them!. If they have a problem, tell them to deal with it. Because if they’re not going to change or realize why you do what you do, they’re lost and you’re learning. GOOD FOR YOU!

mistakes

people do make mistakes. so do i.

i made a huge mistake that i actually felt embarassed and guilty now. not gonna mention wut happened but yea ... i'm depressed now ...

depressed ....